Dear Ones,

I come to you to assist you in understanding your experience. It seems to you, most likely, as if you are part of a movie, or a play, where the characters and the plot are chosen by others than yourself. This is not true for your actual experience.

Your experience is that of observing the energy that you create. When we say that you are the creator of your experience, we do not only mean that your life goes in accordance with your choices, we mean it literary. You are the source of everything that you experience. You are not the source of life, you are life, and as such your experience is of your own accord.

You may look at new things in the same old way that you have always seen things, or you may look at the same old things in new ways. You are the observer, and what you are observing is You.

To create change in your experience, with deliberation, is to step outside and observe the observer.

Now how can you observe the observer you ask? Not difficult, you do it all the time. Often with criticism and scorn. - Why did I do that? I should know better. I can never do anything right….

What if you decided that it was okay to love yourself? That it was safe to do so, and if you did, your behavior would not get out of control. That, as a matter of fact, there is a source within you which is your natural guidance system, and if you release your fears and allow your own inner light to have its way, you would become more peaceful and loving. You would know better, and with more certainty, the right thing to do in any moment. You would not need others to validate you and you would not feel the need to keep tab on yourself and criticize yourself to keep yourself in line.

It all comes back to Trust. Trust that it is okay not to nag, and harp and worry and find faults. That there is a fundamental wellness that abounds in the world, and any moment, any moment at all, where you allow yourself to experience it, you will know it to be true.

This concludes this reading.
In our hearts you rest, as we send you love.